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Friday, April 01, 2005
boooooo :(
we lost, nvm i still love my class.
was kinda upset by 2 person.
who acted as if nobody exists.
what can i say bout them? anti-social?
whispering to each other.
i aint the only one who felt in this way.
asked them if they goin to ecp.
'oh no, we are nt. we r going to some skating place.'
and i found out they went to ecp.
thus, i can conclude that they didnt want me to tag along.
to think i kept trying to organise for the looneys to go to ecp one day.
never mind about that.
to think i treated them so fcukin nice.
asking them if they are free whenever i m going out
always bother to take the time to ask them.
bought presents and stuff for them.
all i can say now is, they don't include me in their circle of friends.
advice from me to u pple - if they don't bother to share their thoughts/troubles/happiness with you, no point confiding in them anymore.
'eh why u tell her didnt tell me? i don't like you anymore'
hello??! and did you tell me about your own stuff?
from what i know, u only share all your girly gossips and secrets with another person.
u were oh-so-busy whispering god knows what stuff with her.
asked you what were u whispering about, what happen blah blah blah
all i got was 2 faces staring back at me giving me replies like,
'you wun know one lar', 'nothing'
yes. you can choose nt to tell me things.
and of course u may not feel comfortable sharing with me stuff.
and if that is the case, i got nothing to say.
i can tell you, it feels like shyt when you tell someone EVERYTHING and they seem to tell others but not you.
i don't mind at all, but talking softly, whispering to each other
even when you have 2 other friends with u?
and they don't even know what u all are talking about?
i tell you. they felt left out.
and we told u that we felt left out.
haha. but u two continued talking among yourselves.
and this is what u call friendship?
of course, i am not questioning about your understanding of that word.
and i am not condemning you sharing stuff with your close friend.
arghs fuck. i dun even know what the fuck am i trying to say.
just ranting my fucking thoughs and frustrations.
fuck lars. this feeling sucks.
i better stick to my old friends who will share with me stuff and i can share with them too.
alicia and lovelle, i love u.
u all may think i am petty.
but stand in my shoes and think about it.
period.
Steph's rainbow coloured love 10:48 PM
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