Monday, March 07, 2005




updates.
felt like fuck this morning
due to certain reasons.
then felt even worse when abby told me sth
felt like crying the whole day.
the tears seemed to keep surrounding my eyes
was really depressed.
wasnt paying attention to lessons
kept thinking about stuff.
all i can say is
i dun mean for things to turn out this way.
i am sorry.
sometimes things aint within my control.
dun wanna hurt anyone.
ended up hurting everyone and gettin hurt.
i feel so stupid.


and yes, i m still feeling like shit.
felt as if something impt was taken away from me.
i m not gonna see it again.
and that feeling sucks.


i wun die, but it seems like the only solution for me
to take me away from all these pain.
just hold on steph,
maybe the good lord will take u away tomorrow.


*lovelle___thanks dear! but sometimes it aint so easy to be strong.


*alicia___u did a great job cheering me up okies? thanks for being there and stuff.


*abby___kinda a routine to call u everynight to pour out my sorrows to u aye? hope u don't mind. really appreciate your listening ear.


Steph's rainbow coloured love 10:45 PM


Rainbow is the new love

CROWNED

Stephenie.K
"when you say you love me, for a moment, there's no one else alive"


LOVES

Jesus Christ
Family & Friends
the LOVE
Manchester United
David Beckham
Wentworth Miller
MCR, Justin.T, TBS, Usher, Jack.J, Jason Mraz, Lifehouse etc etc



INDULGE


♥romance
music
(esp songs with 'wow' lyrics)
movies
(except horror)
shopping
ice creams
sweet stuff
MAHJONG!
starbucks
time with friends

(gamble, play, slack, hang ard)
fairytales
Princess-ey Stuff



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