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Friday, March 18, 2005
i am tired.
both mentally and emotionally.
i know you are tired too.
god knows, i tried to be all sweet and nice.
but no matter how hard i try,
u still feel that i treat you like a slave.
yes i am unreasonable, i am petty
i am stubborn.
but i can swear that i never ever i repeat NEVER EVER
treat u like a slave.
sometimes, it scares me because u know me so well,
sorry seems to be the hardest word for me to say.
i admit, i have too much pride.
u said whatever i said is hurting you.
i don't care about other pple's feelings when i talk
but sometimes u hurt me too,
i know u didnt do it on purpose.
but maybe it is because u seldom hurt me,
thats why when u do, it hurts alot.
it aint easy for me to hear family and friends telling me i am at fault.
it is not easy for me hearing them siding you tellin me i am in the wrong.
and yes i know u give in to me alot.
and i am taking advantage of it,
but i can swear that i do love you.
i never wanted things to end in this way,
and please, don't tell me that you cant feel my love at all.
do you know how it feels like hearing your love one telling you that u r treating him like shyt even though u tried your best?
izzit wrong when all i want is more care and concern?
u know i am a girl who is soft-hearted.
pamper me a lil and i am fine.
but you just kept insisting i am in the wrong.
i fcukin know that sometimes i am in the wrong,
i am not stupid or an idiot.
but i just dun wanna admit that i am.
i guess everything is really over now.
u know me, i will always be right,
even if i am not, i will still always be right.
but till the very last moment, you still won't just say sorry.
and i give up too.
i gave u a chnce but u just threw it away by hanging up.
yes. steph is breaking down.
A girl in love asked her boyfriend..
Girl: Tell me... who do you love most in this world?
Boy: You, of course!
Girl: In your heart, what am I to you?
Boy: The boy thought for a moment and looked intently in her eyes and said," You are my rib. In the Bible, it was said that God saw that Adam was lonely, during his sleep; God took one of Adam's rib and created Eve. Every man has been searching for his missing rib, only when you find the woman of your life; you'll no longer feelthe lingering ache in your heart.
After their wedding, the couple had a sweet and happy life for a while.
However, the youthful couple began to drift apartdue to the busy schedule of life and the never-ending worries of daily problems....their life became mundane.
All the challenges posed by the harsh realities of life began to gnaw away their dreams and love for each other...
The couple began to have more quarrels and each quarrel became more heated.
One day, after the quarrel, the girl ran out of the house....
At the opposite side of the road, she shouted, "You don't love me!"
The boy hated her childishness and out of impulse,retorted, "Maybe, it was a mistake for us to be together! You were never my missing rib!"
Suddenly, she turned quiet and stood there for a longwhile....
He regretted what he said but words spoken are likethrown away water, you can never take it back.
With tears, she went home to pack her things and
was determined in breaking-up.
Before she left the house, "If I'm really not your missing rib, please let me go.
She continued, "It is less painful this way... let us goon our separate ways and search for our ownpartners."
Five years went by....
He never remarried but he had tried to find out about her life indirectly.
She had left the country and back.
She had married a foreigner and divorced..
He felt anguished that she never waited for him.
In the dark and lonely night, he lit his cigarette andfelt the lingering ache in his heart.
He couldn't bring himself to admit that he was missing her.
One day, they finally met.
At the airport, a place where there weremany reunions and good-byes.
He was going away on a business trip.
She was standing there alone, with just the security door separating them.
She smiled at him gently.
(b): How are you?
(g): I'm fine. How about you... Have you found yourmissing rib?
(b): No.
(g): I'll be flying to New York in the next flight.
(b): I'll be back in 2 weeks time. Give me a call when you are back...
You know my number... Nothing has changed.
With a smile, she turned around and waved good-bye.
One week later, he heard of her death.
She had perished in New York in the event that shocked the world..
Midnight.
Once again, he lit his cigarette.
And like before, he felt the lingering ache in his heart.
He finally knew, she was the missing rib that he had carelessly broken.
Sometimes, people say things out of moments of fury.
Most often thannot, the outcome could be disastrous and detrimental.
Steph's rainbow coloured love 2:45 AM
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Rainbow is the new love
CROWNED
Stephenie.K
"when you say you love me, for a moment, there's no one else alive"
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