Friday, February 11, 2005




from steph to all of you. fucking bitches and bastards


These ideas are nightmares to her parents
Whose worst fear is a child with poor results and lousy attitude
Like whatever they say has no bearing, it's so scary in a house that allows no swearing
To see her walking around with her headphones blaring
Alone in her own zone, cold and she don't care
She's a problem child
And what bothers her all comes out, when she talks about
Her fuckin' mum keeps naggin`
Cause she just hates her so bad that she blocks her out
Her thoughts are whacked, she's mad so she's talkin' back
Her house is a broken home, there's no control, she just let's her emotions go...
She kept pretending her family is a happy one in front of her friends
She is sick of cheering others.
Acting happy in front of them
I guess words are a mothafucka they
can be great
Or they can degrade, or even worse they can teach hate
It's like her parents hang on every word she says
Now how the fuck did this metamorphosis happen
From staying in the room and lying on her bed just restin'
Then her parents crucify her, aunties try to burn her
Friends turn on her, teachers all want a turn at her
To get they hands on every thing she have, they want her to lose her mind every time she mad
So they can try to make her out to look like a loose cannon
Any dispute won't hesitate to produce screaming
But her love will be standing by her, so she's hanging on while others go against her
If she is such a fuckin' menace, this shit doesn't make sense Mum
It's all biasness, if she is that bad and she only knows how to slack around,
how the fuck do all your daughters and sons love being with her
You guys are full of shit, Mum, Dad, aunts, uncles, friends


They say music can alter moods and talk to her
Well they can make her feel better, and cock her mood up too
Well if it can, then the next time her mum is angry with her dad
Just tell everyone it was her daughter's fault and vent all her fucking anger on her.
See what her friends heard is her telling them how wonderful her family is
Not knowin' she is only trying to lie to herself to make herself feel better
For everyone who's ever been through shit in their lives
Till they sit and they cry at night wishin' they'd die
She is nothin' to her parents and just the fuckin' shit in their eyes
That's why she seize the moment try to freeze it and own it, squeeze it and hold it
Cause she consider these minutes golden
And maybe they'll admit that they are mistaken about her when she is gone
They will regret pushing her so hard and nt taking her seriously.
Just hang on steph, just for today,
maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take her away...


fuckin shit.

Steph's rainbow coloured love 1:24 PM


Rainbow is the new love

CROWNED

Stephenie.K
"when you say you love me, for a moment, there's no one else alive"


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Jesus Christ
Family & Friends
the LOVE
Manchester United
David Beckham
Wentworth Miller
MCR, Justin.T, TBS, Usher, Jack.J, Jason Mraz, Lifehouse etc etc



INDULGE


♥romance
music
(esp songs with 'wow' lyrics)
movies
(except horror)
shopping
ice creams
sweet stuff
MAHJONG!
starbucks
time with friends

(gamble, play, slack, hang ard)
fairytales
Princess-ey Stuff



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