A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me}

Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you. Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming... No you don't know what it's like. When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like to be like me To be hurt. To feel lost. To be left out in the dark. To be kicked. When you're down To feel like you've been pushed around. To be on the edge of breaking down. When no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like.

just woke up...hahas...i m officially into RnB and in lurve with Usher. =D hahas. i know *J would have sth to say again...me and my blacks...i am a black lover and stuff...hahas...nt true k? i love linkin park and maroon 5. i also listen to bowling for soup's, simple plan's and stuff. so i like all kinds of music as long as it is nice. just have this soft spot for usher. muahahas. coz beckham adore usher too. LOL. ate porridge for breakfast. or rather lunch. woke up ard 12 + yuppies. nth much happen yesterday...the day started off with smsing *J then came online and talk to alicia. then watched singapore idol.

i am getting pissed of by one of the idols. no offense lovelle. but she is so fake! she cried when she is safe. for what fuck? pretend to be sad for leandra? then she stagger back to the sofa and kept crying. zzzz. alicia reminded me that in the auditions she once said tt 'when pple win, she gotta PRETEND that she is happy even though she is not'. such a fako. tts right. i m refering to OLINDA. i admit that her singing is one of the best in the show and i enjoy her singing. bt i just cant stand her attitude. the very first moment i set eyes on her in the auditions, i dun like her. and worse. MY TAUFIK HUGGED HER. arrrr. actually tts the main reason i explode. all my fustrations for her accumulate then when taufik hugged her, everything explodes. =(

now sylvester. stupid BENG. he thinks he is so blurdy cool. cover the hood thing...trying to act as what? jay? hahas. and so what if it SEEMS like u have lotsa fans? u r always in the BOTTOM 3. he should sing chinese songs and please do not spoil my justin timberlake's song. pple who thinks he sang well for both songs on thursday, i m fucking sure u dun know how to listen to music nt to mention u dun noe hw to appreciate music. all his fans are LIANS. he thinks alot of pple wants him to smile. oh please. zzz. he thinks his smile can win pple's heart. sorry dude, i find it disgusting bt dun worry =) some will think otherwise.

TAUFIK. =D =D yes i love him. he is great. he blurdy improve so much. that time during the top 12, i am like 'nah...taufik..the guy with the panda eyes is nt gonna make it' but. OMG. i love him. he improved so much! he sang so well! and most impt he adores USHER. hahahas. yes yes. i love u taufik. vote for taufik! yuppies. he sang so nicely, he is singaporean, he is nt a beng, he doesnt speak singlish, he likes usher, he is not a fako. he rocks. i am biased.

daphnee. nee nee. hahas. i have nth against her, just felt that she look like sonja and she is uber cute...did u see hw she hugged gurmit? and she is like foever smiling. lol. her eyes r small too! lolx. she look like piglet + winnie the pooh = DAPHNEE lolx. hmmz...does it means that sonja is piglet + winnie too? i m crapping. okies. her sound like m2m. well. suit her face and age...lolx.

LEANDRA. =( i like her so much. she is out. sighs. i did vote for her. she got the legs hahas. she is pwetty...i like her alot aye...i like her voice...she got the american thingy look...hahas...look at the remaining idols now...lol shall nt comment...i thought she sang fallen well? at least better than some idols. zz.

i still miss jessea. haha feel so much better now. i may change my opinion abt the idols along the way bt who cares? tts the future. bt dun worry, if i noe u like any of the idol i hate, or hate any idol i like. i am nt gonna insult yr idol in front of u.

btw, if anyone come across my blog and doesnt like what i wrote. u can blurdy hell leave my blog immediately just close the window. dun leave yr stupid 'oh-u-r-so-wrong-to-insult-my-idol' comments in my shoutbox. save it. this is MY blog and i can blog anything i like. those are my thoughts and a blog is for u to type out ur thoughs. u dun like it leave the blog. dun bother to defend yr idol, this is my blog and i can rant anything i want to and even if i m fucking wrong, so? this is MY blog. leave my blog if u dun like what i say, dun bother to be a fool leaving comments like i suck or sth. it will only make me laugh. hahas. it is nt gonna make me sad or angry. yups, i m behaving like a bitch. i m in a bitchy mood now. =D