great. great. great.
go ahead and tell everyone whats going on between me and her.
then everyone will know what am i angry at. am i wrong to feel inferior? to be a lil sensitive? seems like i dun have the right to feel sad and hurt. maybe i don't. i am not being jealous. i just feel unfair. we are all friends why everyone is asking abt her? am i that bad? haha. maybe i am.
now everyone think i am the bad girl. who gets petty and angry at everything. over small lil things. who dun trust my friends. maybe she didnt say anything at all. bt izzit wrong for me to get angry and hurt at that point of time? maybe i need a few days to calm down and think? did anyone understand that? nope. nobody. u guys think i dun have feelings aye?
now i m the unreasonable one who hurt pple. nobody cares about how i feel? nobody understands how i feel. life is so blurdy great man.
i m not angry at her at all. just sad and disappointed. it is because i treat her as a very close friend of mine. if not i wouldnt be feeling this way. u think i will get so worked up if it is other pple? NO. i wouldnt. u guys understand? i m not that FUCKING unreasonable to not trust my close friends. i do trust her ALOT. if not i wouldnt tell her so MANY of my secrets. i just need TIME to think and calm down. UNDERSTAND? i noe u all care abt hw she feels not me. but plz cant i have the right to be sad for AWHILE?
like i said. she will always be my close friend and her name and blog's link will always be under the 'sweetbabes' category in my blog. nothing is gonna change that. i still love her as much as i do last time. she will always be one of my best friend. i will not lose such a good friend coz of such a small matter.
but now i just need time to think and calm down.
*those who ask me nt to get angry at her___ yes. i noe she is sad. i am too. but did anyone care abt it? did anyone ask about me? no. nobody did. dun worry i am not angry with her. she will still be one of my best friend.
*eileen___haha. thanks for that. instead of asking if i m feeling better. u jump straight to ask if i m angry abt her. thanks for that aye.
